Pimping out the fic I did for black_circle_dj, a Remus/Sirius/Remus fest:

Title: The Matter with Memories and Metaphysics
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 11,072 (augh, how did this happen)
Summary: Arguing fate versus free-will is pointless, as Sirius will have Remus know the hard way. Meanwhile, Remus finds that neither his memories nor his dreams have a sense of decorum.

...yeah. So the first fic I wrote for this pairing is also the longest fic I've ever written. A year ago I never would have guessed I'd be writing Harry Potter fanfiction, but I fucking hell do I love this ship. It's like everything I've ever wanted, I mean there's the Marauder Era that I could never get enough of, then there's the ANGST (oh, Merlin, the angst), and I do love both Remus Lupin and Sirius Black. I feel like I could just go on and on about them (the insecure people pleasing werewolf, the disinherited aristocrat with one hell of a dark side), but at the same time I can't (not coherently at least), which is probably why I write fic, haha. It's always like this.

In that vein, this track from the PoA movie gives me all the feels right now.

Lol...this feels kind of weird because I don't really talk much about Harry Potter around here, or even know if you all are into fic about Harry's gay uncles, but I do know for a fact a lot of you read the books! I mean it's kind of inevitable considering how popular it is...so uhm, we can has conversation about Harry Potter? If you want to Imean --


(how come I always feel like I'm awkwardly hugging people here)

This post was just to link to the fic.

On a slightly related note...idk how to feel about lj automatically deleting and purging journals that have been inactive for too long. When things are put on the internet they're just supposed to stay there, right?

Um. Hi. Sometimes I really want to blog here but I feel like lj has been abandoned. I'm constantly on tumblr but as long as I want to write fic for anything I will still use this place. Speaking of which, I'm probably not going to be using my fic comm anymore. I made it because I wanted to separate fic posts from the other hooplah, but I hardly post anything anymore, so I want to take it back here.

Someday I'll remember how to write real life updates, but for now:

Fandom things!

- I read Hikaru No Go a few months ago and fell in love with it.

- Sirius/Remus (yes, the ones from Harry Potter) is my current obsession. I even signed up for a fic fest against my better judgement.

and this meme that I stole from my flist:

Post a random sentence (or three whole paragraphs) from every WIP you're currently working on, even if it's very short. Then invite people to ask questions about your WIP. With any luck, you'll get talking about writing, and the motivation to take that WIP one step closer to completion will appear as if by magic!


1 - Ogata looks over at Ashiwara resting on his bed; he had a cold compress covering half his face.

2 - Sirius looks utterly shocked that they should even be having this conversation about some pajamas he had outgrown years ago.

3 - As a policeman, Hijikata gets up every morning knowing one thing for certain – that the coming day could be his last. He doesn’t know what kind of calls he’d get, what kind of problems would arise, and certainly not what kind of situations would lead to him having sex with a wanted terrorist.

4 - Romano hated to be touched by Spain the most right before a voyage,

5 - Yao takes a step forward, stomach grinding at the thought of watching a culture drown.

6 - Pushing Austria’s buttons and banging on his piano is something he does for a reaction, not because he can get away with it.

7 - Eames sits on him.

8 - The surprise is all Tsutsui's when he's reading a Tsumego book during lunch break, and the tip of a fan taps against the grid he's studying. "White should go here."

9 - Skull shoots a glance at the briefcase, “fine,” he decides, leaning in to nip and bite at those lips before bargaining turns them rigid.

10 - This place is beautiful. France returns from the thicket, carrying two brown hairy balls.

And while I'm at it, here are some things that will never become longer(part one because I know I have more, but my files are a clusterfuck):

Hetalia:

( China and tiny Japan )

/

AU(1, 8) this was for a meme I didn't complete.
( England and Norway as film critics )

/

( Alfred, on the moon, receives a call from Ivan )


KHR:

I think I did a request meme and makeste hit me with 8059 - cooking.
( this is only five percent cooking and old as balls )

/

( Gamma and Spanner )

/

And the beginnings of something I will blame on cerepan, who said that Kamui of Gintama is like the love child of Hibari, Byakuran, and Edward Elrich. And I said that is entirely feasible in one of Byakuran's parallel universes and so wrote the damn thing in Mukuro's POV...

( idk, walruses )

AX! I took an embarrassingly scant amount of pictures this year.

( Days 1 and 2: )

AND A BIG SHOUT-OUT TO icedcandy! :D Ahh, you were so lovely. AND THANKS FOR THE PANDA HEAD CHARM! ♥

Hmmm, uh, I ditched Day 3 and watched X-Men:First Class instead, which is the most romantic movie ever. Sorry to spoil you.

( lol impressions )

On day four I got to walk around a bit with kagami222 before she had to go finish a commision. And then I bought Metal Gear Solid Peace Walker Official Art Works because I really liked the loosely done ink concept sketches.

Sob, this was such a lethargic post.

I have been on such a Kingdom Hearts kick the past two weeks. My sister and I decided we could not wait until we could actually buy Birth by Sleep to know the plot line and thus we watched a walk through on youtube.

( here I just talk about Birth by Sleep and 358/2 Days a.k.a the AkuRoku doujin game )

AND AX POST!

If you see some wannabe trying to be this magnificent creature:



That would probably be me! I'll be carrying around a black boom box contraption thing and I'll be with a Kagurap most of the time (I think).
I might make an Elizabeth puppet or something because what is Katsura without his pet hairy man? ):

I think I know who is going from reading your posts but I'll do the shoutout anyways: WHO IS GOING? WHICH DAY(S)? CAN I SAY HI? ARE YOU GONNA COSPLAY? DO YOU HAVE A TABLE? DINOSAURS OR UNICORNS?

Also, I have to catch up with KHR.

- HELLO FRENZ. I don't know how to use lj anymore. It's like, 'oh I won't post until I do such and such' like catch up with manga...and I think I've forgotten which ones I'm following. Then I thought of posting movies I've watched and liked this past year...then about random things like I usually do, but it's weird once I've stopped for a few months. So all in all I just feel weird.

Oh, yeah -- I was going to self-pimp fic I posted on binarysmile 'the next time I made an entry' (and that got delayed) so here:


Title: Never Open the Text that Isn't Yours
Rating: pg-13
Warnings: Gokudera has a really dirty mouth. Poor Dino is put through a wringer.
Prompt (I wrote this for khrfest many months ago.): Hibari/Haru/Gokudera - video and photo scandal on phone; "I know who owns this cellphone!"
Summary: Haru and Gokudera find someone's cell phone and, after bitching at each other and a series of misadventures and things that cannot be unseen, eventually return it incognito.

Ampersand

Title: Together, We Will Find Chambers in Hearts and Refrigerators
Fandom: Super Junior. Main Pairing is QMi, though it could just be gen. focused around Kyuhyun.
Rating: pg
Notes/Warnings: Um, warnings for weirdness. It's weird and I think I salvaged it from complete abstraction, but I could never be sure about stuff like that. @_@ I don't know, I was trying to be artistic with this...but it was fun to write.
Summary: Various elements of a childhood memory haunt Kyuhyun. Togetherness is sometimes the warmest of gestures and, eventually, states of being.

AND THEN. UH. SHORT KAT-TUN THINGS...!

KOKAME: In mother Russia factories skit you
and NAKANISHI ffffffffffffffffff

- I saw Tim Burton on Saturday!
( director's cut!...wow I am lame )


And yeah. School is out.

I'm sorry, I just need these glorious things on this journal omfg I LOVE KHR

Also, uh I kinda want to do this meme again


1) Make a list of 15 characters.
2) Assign each character a number.
3) Without telling anyone who's on the list or the character's assigned number, get questions from your flist about what they'd like to know about them, e.g. "If 3 and 4 were trapped in a cave together with only a blanket and a toothpick, what would they do?" (The more random the better!)
4) Post the answers and who was who on the list.

But for Gintama since I did it for Reborn last time...or maybe I should do some pan-fandom thing sob because while I know a lot of you like Gintama idk if I would get any...questions...buh. OTL I'LL JUST LEAVE THIS HERE RIGHT NOW.

Seriously, I did not know so many of you hated mayonnaise what.

I like listening to these so I thought I'd add to the cesspool :D...D:




REGIONAL VOICE MEME:

Say these words:

Aunt, Route, Wash, Oil, Theater, Iron, Salmon, Caramel, Fire, Water, Sure, Data, Ruin, Crayon, Toilet, New Orleans, Pecan, Both, Again, Probably, Spitting Image, Alabama, Lawyer, Coupon, Mayonnaise, Syrup, Pajamas, Caught

Now answer these questions:

What is it called when you throw toilet paper on a house?
What is the bug that when you touch it, curls into a ball?
What is the bubbly carbonated drink called?
What do you call gym shoes?
What do you say to address a group of people?
What do you call the kind of spider that has an oval-shaped body and extremely long legs?
What do you call your grandparents?
What do you call the wheeled contraption in which you carry groceries at the supermarket?
What do you call it when rain falls while the sun is shining?
What is the thing you change the TV channel with?

I'M SORRY ABOUT THE QUALITY. And uh lol I don't have a cold or anything, that is really how I sound ffffffff

oh yeah, this:



Now I'm on episode 116, and I will slow down since classes start tomorrow sdklgasdglkhadsg WHY AM I LATE TO EVERYTHING EVER

From makeste: Post the 11th gif in your folder and that is how 2011 will turn out for you.



...
........
Really.
Really?

Also, updating because I went to Anime Los Angeles today, it was a bit of a last minute thing so I didn't cosplay or get a badge lol. I just wandered around and sat in AA drawing passerby or reading Kafka on the Shore for most of the time.

Anyways!



when you see it...
and yes those are Inception keychains in the back there

I also watched cosplay chess for the first time and guess who were players on opposite sides --



( I WAS NOT DISAPPOINT )

Also, also -- I AM ON EPISODE 84 OF GINTAMA @____@

THIS ANIME I CAN'T EVEN SDFKGHAGLKHASDGKL ( I wasn't going to cut this but I sound reallyreally dumb )

I don't want to be MIA anymore T_T I don't know why it took me so long to post again, but once I'm out of the loop it's kinda hard for me to get back in...it's always like this. OTL

I don't know if I should write about school...I think I should have just done it during the semester. To sum it up, my first semester of art school has been depressing. The experience is probably more nuanced than that but that was the spine. The classes I liked most were: ( THESE...and some random Black Swan thoughts )

I always watch anime with my sister, so since I've been back home I've caught up with Fairy Tail and Bakuman, and now we're watching Gintama (so funny lol, I think we're on episode...10 @_@). I think I'll watch Kuroshitsuji next week and/or catch up with Hetalia and REBORN OH MY GOD aslfkhasdg @_@ I really need to do work over break but fffff. I'll motivate myself. Somehow. I also want to start reading the Bakuman manga again, the anime hasn't even gotten to where I left off yet lolsob.

Oh yeah, I've renamed my tumblr to HANDSOMESHARKS for the one of you who is not a tumblr-er but looks at my posts. It was a while ago, so sorry if the old link didn't work all of a sudden X_X I've been terrible at this information stuff.
/quietly hugs you

And yeah, I hope everyone is having a wonderful break!...??? ♥